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If I take this magic powder will it help me to erase, all the shit that’s in my head and the stupid things I’ve said Will I wake up in the morning, or not fall asleep at all If I feel again, if my mouth opens up will it swallow me like the sea Would you spend years investing in a future that cannot be seen Empathy drained, self image, self gain. We want it quick we want it easy, we search to fulfil the next fix Did it work for you? No matter The press of a button, the touch of a key, a search engine split seconds, an engine...machines.

When you feel you pulse rushing Don’t forget to breathe When your hands begin to shake and you can’t hold onto anything   Don’t forget to breathe If it hurts your chest and you feel crushed beneath Don’t forget to breathe In a moment you panic, enough to knock you off your feet Don’t forget to breathe When you feel as though your world is ending and you can’t take it anymore Don’t forget to breathe At last through breathing you recenter   Take the time you need

I felt something once Now it’s gone I felt alive once more. A moment. Then it vanished. Who knows where it went I searched for it but.. I could never retrieve it. Again, In the unknown. Searching... searching for something.. To allow me to feel again